TL;DR: I’m done.

Please go away.

If you somehow managed to read my last post, first of all thank you, second of all congratulations! It was long and really not my best work for various reasons. But I got sick of trying to rewrite it and make it more Christian-y or Bible-y. I just wanted to get the last three years…

I’ve been trying to write this for a week. It started out embarrassingly long, and I was all, “Go get a soda or a Snickers bar or something.” Then I tried to restart it to strip it down, and that version was still too long, and also I started to realize how it sounded. Entitled?…

There is no Mary Jane in this blog post. #savedyouaclick

Spoiler alert, haven’t killed myself.

“Don’t fight back!”

Adventures in losing.